Thursday, March 20, 2014

A Peculiar People

Life isn't always comfortable. Maybe it's in dealing with our comfort zones that Christ calls us to be truly different.  As Christians, we are called to be a peculiar people (1 Peter 2:9); a people that the world can look at and see that something is different.  It doesn't mean that they will understand, even with explanation, because Christ said that until a person is ready to receive Christ, he will not understand the ways of God, and therefore will not understand the ways of a Christian who is truly following what God has in store for him.
All that being said...
Last night at Youth Group we started studying the story of the Samaritan Woman at the Well.  I know, anyone who has been to church for any length of time has likely heard the story... Jesus goes to Samaria, sits at a well because he's thirsty, and so on and so forth... but if we really READ what the words say the story takes on a whole new meaning.  I know - this is going to get harder to read, but bear with me... the passage from John is this... (My words and notes in BLUE)


John 4:1-18 (BibleGateway - New King James Version)
Therefore, when the Lord knew that the Pharisees had heard that Jesus made and baptized more disciples than John(though Jesus Himself did not baptize, but His disciples), He left Judea and departed again to Galilee. But He needed to go through Samaria. Christ NEEDED to go through Samaria.  No normal Jew would go through Samaria, but would pass around, despite being way out of the way, because they wanted nothing to do with the Samaritans who they viewed as "lesser" people because they had intermarried with other religions and were no longer a pure people. So He came to a city of Samaria which is called Sychar, near the plot of ground that Jacob gave to his son Joseph.Now Jacob’s well was there. Jesus therefore, being wearied from His journey, sat thus by the well. It was about the sixth hour. About noon - remember that without watches and alarm clocks and satellites to set the time, in ancient times, people told time by the sun, so the 6th hour would be about 6 hours after sunrise, somewhere near noon. A woman of Samaria came to draw water. Jesus said to her, “Give Me a drink.” Really, a woman walked that far to the well with her water jugs to gather water for her family at noon?!  That's not normal.  The historical norm was for a woman to go around sunrise to get her water for the day... and then again around sunset if she had need.    For His disciples had gone away into the city to buy food. Beyond that Christ was alone as He had sent the disciples into the city.... so we have here a Jewish Man speaking to a Samaritan Woman.... all KINDS of cultural norms being broken.  Then the woman of Samaria said to Him, “How is it that You, being a Jew, ask a drink from me, a Samaritan woman?” For Jews have no dealings with Samaritans.  10 Jesus answered and said to her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is who says to you, ‘Give Me a drink,’ you would have asked Him, and He would have given you living water.” 11 The woman said to Him, “Sir, You have nothing to draw with, and the well is deep. Where then do You get that living water? 12 Are You greater than our father Jacob, who gave us the well, and drank from it himself, as well as his sons and his livestock?”  13 Jesus answered and said to her, “Whoever drinks of this water will thirst again, 14 but whoever drinks of the water that I shall give him will never thirst. But the water that I shall give him will become in him a fountain of water springing up into everlasting life.” 15 The woman said to Him, “Sir, give me this water, that I may not thirst, nor come here to draw.” 16 Jesus said to her, “Go, call your husband, and come here.” 17 The woman answered and said, “I have no husband.” Jesus said to her, “You have well said, ‘I have no husband,’ 18 for you have had five husbands, and the one whom you now have is not your husband; in that you spoke truly.” 

Ok - so I'm going to stop the story there for now.  So Jesus NEEDed to go through Samaria (Weird), He talked to a Samaritan (WEIRDER), the Samaritan was a Woman (EVEN WEIRDER), and He spoke to her the truth concerning Himself as Savior and of her past. (Really, does anyone but Christ know all of our secrets?)

Think about it.  Christ told us to Go and preach Him.  He gave this example of going outside our comfort zones, into places where people don't always believe what we believe, and truly caring for people, no matter their circumstances, their past or their present.  It reminds me of what a preacher I was listening to once said "No ones cares how much you know, until they know how much you care."  

As we're going though everything in our life right now, as we wait on Alexander to make his arrival and prove doctors wrong... I'm very much outside my comfort zone.  I like knowing and planning and being prepared.  I do not like expecting the unknown.  No matter who I'm talking to, I try my best to explain the peace that Christ promised to give us, that He has given to us as a family.  So, yes friends, though I have my weak moments when I'm scared for the future, dreading the reality that I may one day hold my son as he takes his last breath.  I have a peace, a peace that surpasses ALL understanding.  I know that no matter what happens with Alexander, my God is in control.  He has an amazing plan, though we may not understand.  And no matter what, I'm still praying for a complete healing, that as we continue visiting doctors and planning for Alexander's arrival, we may be able to share with the Doctors that we DO know how he was healed, he was healed by the faith and prayers of MANY who are praying with us.  Thank you, for all your prayers, and your support.

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

All.

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all

Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all


Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name


Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising again I bless Your name
You are my all in all

When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all


Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name


You Are My All in All Written by: Dennis Jernigan


This song will always hold a special place in my heart.  If I ever quit singing long enough to just close my eyes and remember I'm transported back to the Island of Aligandi, Panama in the Summer of 1998 with my team from Teen Missions International.  I can still hear Joe playing his guitar and Lena singing... but if I really listen, I hear the words.  You are my strength (Thank goodness, because I have very little...) Lord, to give up I'd be a fool (Well, yeah... If He's truly my strength, why would I have a need to give up?)... When I fall down you pick me up, When I am dry you fill my cup (Wow, just wow, He cares THAT much about ME!)  What a glorious, might God we serve.

In other news, Alexander is starting to really make his presence known.  Kicking and squirming when I try to lay down... or his sister sits on top of him... lol...  It's so encouraging just to be able to feel him move.  Only 4.5 days until we leave for our Spring Break Vacation.  We prepaid a hotel forever ago, and now it's finally come time to use it!  We're still hoping to be able to take the kids to Disney, but I don't know if it will happen.  Our amazing friends set up a fundraiser for us, which puts Disney in much more reasonable sights, but there's only so many days left, and I'm trying to not gets my hopes set too high.  I know that our God is mighty and can do amazing and wonderful things that we don't expect Him to, but you never know what His plans truly are until we just slow down and wait on Him.  (I'm not a very patient person.)

Have a wonderful day, and remember, Jesus really is ALL that you need.

Friday, March 14, 2014

Life Happens...

I know I've been a slacker about blogging, I'm sorry. Please forgive me, and be prepared to be bombarded with lots and lots of musings from this side of the computer screen.


March 7th.  Our Day which shall forever live in Infamy.
We headed off on that fateful Friday afternoon to see our favorite OB/GYN for our 20 week anatomy scan.  We were more concerned about boy vs girl than anything else, but all that really didn't matter as long as our baby was deemed healthy. Yay!!! It's a boy.  His name will be Alexander Luke. And then, the scan continued.  We learned that baby Alexander will likely have the same problems that cost his brother John Dallas his life.  Our world stopped turning, at least for a moment, and then we snapped back to reality as our almost 10 year old explained to us exactly how he needed to move the furniture around in his room, so that we could put the crib in the boy room!  I sat and wondered, didn't you just hear? Do you not understand? Am I really going to hold another son while he takes his last breath?
John Dallas. 10-26-2011 - 11-12-2011

As heartbreaking as it sounds.  There is hope.  We have been placed in the care of an amazing team of Doctors.  Doctors who are encouraging hope, and a chance at life, and proper care, rather than encouraging the termination of a pregnancy.  Already we have undergone more followup testing than anyone ever even suggested for John.  But beyond that, our Hope has a name.

Our Hope is placed in no one but Christ alone.  I won't lie and say that it's easy, it's a lot harder than I even feel like it should be just to trust.  As the song says, (lyrics to In Christ Alone, as sung by Natalie Grant)...
In Christ alone my hope is found,
He is my light, my strength, my song;
this Cornerstone, this solid Ground,
firm through the fiercest drought and storm.
What heights of love, what depths of peace,
when fears are stilled, when strivings cease!
My Comforter, my All in All,
here in the love of Christ I stand.

In Christ alone! who took on flesh
Fulness of God in helpless babe!
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones he came to save:
Till on that cross as Jesus died,
The wrath of God was satisfied -
For every sin on Him was laid;
Here in the death of Christ I live.

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain:
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave he rose again!
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me,
For I am His and He is mine -
Bought with the precious blood of Christ.

No guilt in life, no fear in death,
This is the power of Christ in me;
From life's first cry to final breath.
Jesus commands my destiny.
No power of hell, no scheme of man,
Can ever pluck me from His hand;
Till He returns or calls me home,
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.

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